My precious little child
Be not doubt on me
For I have bring thee
The good life can ever be
You know I can do things
That blind eyes could not see
And bring joy to a trouble soul
With a smile on their shaded soul

Cast all your troubles upon me
And I will listen closely to what you will say
Do not fear that I’ll be deaf
On every single details
I will be there as a good friend
And never leave you empty handed
And when you are done crying
I will carry you til the end

You know I am a good carpenter
Who fix and build your shattered home
I am also a miraculous physician
Who heals your broken heart and soul
A ma also that patient Rabbi
Who teaches things you never know
And I am also a focus captian
Who lead your long lost soul

Fear not my little child
For I’ll bring you the strength you need
Just always have that faith on me
And be the soldier that I need
Believe in my wonder works
For I have planned your life ahead
If only you’ll let me be
The light of your too dark road

>:)

Hinanap mo ang buhay mo
Sa piling ng mga taong kinailangan mo
Hinap ang kaligayahan
Sa mga munting bagay na ginawa mo
Pinilit mong intindihin
Ang dahilan ng bawat buhay
Ngunit sa huling paglalakbay
Ikaw parin ay nawalay

Hinanap mo ang iyong sarili
Nagpakalayo layo sa bandang huli
Ikaw ay naligaw at nadapang muli
Naghanap ng muling kakampi
Pakiramdam mo iniwan ka ng lahat
Pinabayaan at di tinanggap
Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat
May naghihintay na ika'y tumawag

Sa dulo ng iyong paglalakbay
May liwanag kang natanaw
Isang aninag sa iyong mga mata
Tila ikaw ay tinatawag
Lumapit ka at kumapit
Sa higpit ng kamay mong kapit
At dinala ka sa lugar ng saya
Ng walang pasubalit

Nakita mo ang buhay
Nagpakasaya ka sa kanya
Naniwala at natuto kang
Magtiwla sa kanya
Tinanggap at hinubog
Ang buhay mo pansamantla
Ngunit ikaw ay lumayo
At pilit iniwan sya

Pinakinggan ka nya
At binigyan ng muling pagasa
Dininig ang iyong hiling
Pinakita ang mga gawa nya
Ngunit bakit ka lumayo
At di na muling nagtiwala
Sa mga bagay na pilit nyang
Pinakikita sa iyong mga mata

Ngayon ika'y nagtatanong
At naghanap muli ng sagot
Sa lahat ng mga bagay bagay
Na pilit mong nililimot
Nadapa ka't tumayo
Ngunit hindi makausod
Sa mga pagtatanong
Na pilit mong sinasagot

Kamay nya'y inilalapit
Bakit di mo pinapansin
Ang hirap sa buhay mo
Ay uti uting bumabalik
Ang lungkot sa'yong mata
Pilit mong di pinupuna
Andiyan lang sya at hihintay ka
Na muli mong tawagin ang pangalan nya

Hanapin mo ang buhay mo
Sa paraan na alam mo
Binigay ang pagkakataon
Na baguhin ang sarili mo
Ginamit ang mga tao
Na kinakailangan mo
Ngunit bakit di mo makita
Ang nais iparating sa'yo


Wag kang mangamba
Sa mga pinangako nya
Dahil sa lahat ng hirap
Saya ang dulot nya
Bumalik ka lang anak
Naghihintay lamang sya sayo
At hayaan mong hubugin ka
Sa paraan na alam nito

>:)

People may never understand
Who you really are
They may never calculate the sadness
In your lonely little heart
Though you try to understand things
And reason them in things
Still you fall on what they called frustration
And left you all hanging

You can abandon past
In the way you know it
You can run away to a person
Who doesn’t even care
You may fall down
While you are still running
But you can never still stop
The tears from flowing

I’m sorry little one
If left you without knowing
Your cry still lingers
In my deaf little ears
Your calls still echoes
On the back of my mind
But my blind little eyes
Never even turn its way on sight

I'm sorry little one
If turned my back on you
You tried to stop
Me but never even heard you
My feet are running
And I really want to grab you
And take you to the place
Where no one can hurt you

I love you little one
Hope you can forgive me
for being the mother
Whom you never expect me to be
I love you still and mom will always will
For no matter where i go
You will always be in me

I'm sorry little one
If i caused your life in trouble
And left you all alone
With no one to cry on
God knows i really love you
And mom wants to keep you
But mom has to go
For things to stop in sorrow

My precious little one
Be steadfast for God won't forsake you
HE will never abandoned you
Just like what i do
He will love you for who you are
And be there when you need HIM
He will always be a good friend
Who will never leave you empty

You are so precious little one
As precious as life can bring thee
You are as one precious gold
That i could safe to keep
You are my one great angel
Who keep me safe from trouble
And your precious rain pours
To wash away the sorrows

I love you baby
that's all i can ever say
Hope you can forgive me
As what the bible states
No matter what happens
I'll guide you throughout the way
Even if gives me a reason
Not to stay

You've been a brave child
i know you know that
For you have fought a battle
Even without a doubt
i really love you so
And mommy will always will
But i have to go for now
For your fear won't inter fear

I'm really sorry little one
If i left you all alone
I still hear your cry
no matter where i go
I really do love you
And God knows
How much i miss you
I wish i could hug you
And kiss you goodnight

I miss you baby
May God will forgive me
On no matter what aches
I caused you and daddy
I know in such time
You will also abandoned me
Just like what i did
And caused you pain you're keeping with

The rain may pour now
And the sun may shine later
But i know i cannot ease the pain
i caused and shatters you
I hurt you so badly
Hope you will forgive me
I know you're ashamed of me
For i have abandoned thee

God knows what my heart desires
And i don't know why i suffer
The things that should be done
But never move to do so
You show me such things
To open what i have to see
But i just shot my eyes
For me not to see

>:)

i used to declaim this piece when i was in high school. Hope it will also touch your lives...






VENGEANCE IS NOT OURS, IT'S GOD'S!!!

Alms...., alms...., alms…. spare me a piece of bread…. spare me your mercy…. I am a child so young, so thin, and so ragged.

Why are you staring at me? With my eyes I cannot see, but I know that you are all staring at me! Why are you whispering to one another? Why? Do you know my mother? Do you know my father? Did you know me five years ago? Yes..., five years of bitterness had passed. I can still remember the vast happiness mother and I shared with father. It was one lovely evening. My father was sitting in his big chair in the sala. My mother was playing on the piano, and I for them. We were very happy indeed.

Suddenly, five loud knocks were heard at the door, and a deep silence ensued. Did the soldiers discover our peaceful home? Mother ran to my father’s side, pleading, “please luis, hide in the cellar, there is the cellar. They cannot find you there”. I pulled my father’s arm, but he did not move. HE embrace mother and me. Took us protectively in his loving arms.

The door went “banggggg”, and before us five ugly beasts came barging in. “Are you Captain Luis Santos?,” roared the ugliest of them all. “Yes,” said my father. “You are under arrest,” said one of the beasts. They pulled father roughly away from us. Father wasn't even given a chance to bid us goodbye. We followed them mile after mile, we were hungry and thirsty. We saw a group of soldiers eating and drinking. Oh, how our mouths watered seeing the delicious fruits they were eating. Then suddenly, we heard a familiar voice calling, At first, it was loud and clear. then fainter.. fainter.. fainter.. “..... Consueloooooo ….. Sisasaa ….. Consuelooooo ….. Sisaaaaa ….. Consueloooooo ….. Sisaaaaa …..!!!."

We ran towards the direction of the voice, but it was too late. We saw father hanging on a tree……… dead………. Oh, it was terrible!!!. He had been dreadfully tortured before he was been killed….., and I cried vengeanceee...!!!, vengeanceee...!!!, vengeanceeee...!!! Everything went black. The next thing I knew I was nursing my poor invalid mother.

One day, we heard the church bell ringing, “dinggggg..., donggggg..., dinggggg..., donggggg!” It was a sign for us to find a shelter in our hiding place, but I could not leave my invalid mother, I tried to show her the way to the hideout. Suddenly, bombs started falling; airplanes were roaring overhead..., canyons were firing from everywhere ..… booommm!!! booommm!!! booommmmmm!!! Mother was hit, her legs were shattered into pieces. I took her gently in my arms and cried, “I’ll have vengeanceee!!!, vengeanceee!!!” “No, Sisa, vengeance is not ours….. it is God’s,” said mother. I was like a pent up volcano. “Vengeance is mine not God’s”. “No, Sisa, vengeance is not ours, it’s God’s”. These were the words from my mother before she died. Mother was dead and I was blind. Vengeance is not ours? To forgive is divine, but vengeance is sweeter!

That was five years ago, five years ….. aaalllmmmsss..., aaalllmmmsss..., aaalllmmmsss..., spare me a piece of bread. Spare me your mercy. I am a child so young, so thin, so poor, and so ragged. Vengeance is not ours..., it is God’s... it’s God’s….. it’s God's….

MY PRECIOUS ONE

Your innocent eyes
Are the windows of my dying hopes
Your sweet smiles
Is the lamp upon my too dark road
Your warmth embrace
Envelopes the coldness of my frozen heart
And your voices are the music
Into my stumble heart

You have been a good fighter
All throughout your younger years
You have been courageous enough
To explore new different things
Your curiosity makes me glad
And also makes me think
Will it be enough
To satisfy your unwanted fears?

I know someday
You’ll grow up as gorgeous lady
Ask questions about life
On what and how it will go to be
Seek for answers
From all of your curiosities
But for now I will let you be
My innocent baby

You are my precious gift
Given by our mighty God
You are a wonderful blessing
For my unsatisfied heart
You are the right answers
To all of my undying questions
And you are my one true angel
Who saved my dying soul

I love you my precious one
And I thank God for you had come
For you had given me
An enlighten lyrics for the hymn of my heart
You made my blind eyes see
The wonders of this crazy world
And you had given me reasons
To live even more

Ray of light be upon us
As we travel the road of life..
Innocence of your smile will make us through
Now and forever until the road ends
Endless love will make it happen..

>:)

MOVING ON

I am moving on
reaching toward my hopes and dreams
It has taken me far too long
to reach this place, it seems

My fears may try to hold me back
To try and block my way
But with courage and faith in my heart
I will get there come what may

The road will be a long one,
And it may be rocky, too
But when I reach this place in time,
My dreams could all shine through

I am coming nearer to my goals
And my excitement grows
The plans I have made will soon be real
Along with the destiny I chose

Though I have been tossed and turned in life's storms
I will surely see a brighter dawn
I'm no longer held back by my fears
I'm finally....Moving On

by Alan Murray

THE CRY OF MY HEART

I wish I could go back to those times I have you
Where I can hold you tight and never slip you through
I wish I could go back to those days I can hug you
So I could tell you how much I really love and missed you

Holding my hands in a grip always makes me think
Wishing and hoping that you’re filling up those spaces just a bit
Wandering from that moment you’ll safe my heart to keep
But then again my wanders always gives me a little shrink

I used to sigh when I reminisce those days
When you’re still there, standing in my way
That you're waiting for me, to come home and stay
But then when I stand by you, you already turned your back and walked away

You used to walk with me, in times I am in trouble
You used to hold my hands, to keep me safe from sorrow
You used to laugh with me; at times I am in pain
But now I’m doing it all alone, with no one to comfort me from pain

We used to have those special connections
Like we always have this deeper compassion
But as you turned your back and walked away from home
You’d found this compassion with someone who had this deeper affection

It really hurts me badly
To see you with someone who can make you safe and stay
But if that will really makes you happy
I’ll keep my tears in the rain
Just to see you smiling in your shinning trail

I know someday the sun will shine above me
And when that happens, I’ll be standing like a tree
And I know that God will allow me to see
The real beauty of my own prairie

I may have dried up because of the summer
Fallen leaves will be seen beneath because of the fall
Frozen roots caused by the winter season
But I’ll still be a firm tree when spring comes along

>:)