lil'devil

People may never understand
Who you really are
They may never calculate the sadness
In your lonely little heart
Though you try to understand things
And reason them in things
Still you fall on what they called frustration
And left you all hanging

You can abandon past
In the way you know it
You can run away to a person
Who doesn’t even care
You may fall down
While you are still running
But you can never still stop
The tears from flowing

I’m sorry little one
If left you without knowing
Your cry still lingers
In my deaf little ears
Your calls still echoes
On the back of my mind
But my blind little eyes
Never even turn its way on sight

I'm sorry little one
If turned my back on you
You tried to stop
Me but never even heard you
My feet are running
And I really want to grab you
And take you to the place
Where no one can hurt you

I love you little one
Hope you can forgive me
for being the mother
Whom you never expect me to be
I love you still and mom will always will
For no matter where i go
You will always be in me

I'm sorry little one
If i caused your life in trouble
And left you all alone
With no one to cry on
God knows i really love you
And mom wants to keep you
But mom has to go
For things to stop in sorrow

My precious little one
Be steadfast for God won't forsake you
HE will never abandoned you
Just like what i do
He will love you for who you are
And be there when you need HIM
He will always be a good friend
Who will never leave you empty

You are so precious little one
As precious as life can bring thee
You are as one precious gold
That i could safe to keep
You are my one great angel
Who keep me safe from trouble
And your precious rain pours
To wash away the sorrows

I love you baby
that's all i can ever say
Hope you can forgive me
As what the bible states
No matter what happens
I'll guide you throughout the way
Even if gives me a reason
Not to stay

You've been a brave child
i know you know that
For you have fought a battle
Even without a doubt
i really love you so
And mommy will always will
But i have to go for now
For your fear won't inter fear

I'm really sorry little one
If i left you all alone
I still hear your cry
no matter where i go
I really do love you
And God knows
How much i miss you
I wish i could hug you
And kiss you goodnight

I miss you baby
May God will forgive me
On no matter what aches
I caused you and daddy
I know in such time
You will also abandoned me
Just like what i did
And caused you pain you're keeping with

The rain may pour now
And the sun may shine later
But i know i cannot ease the pain
i caused and shatters you
I hurt you so badly
Hope you will forgive me
I know you're ashamed of me
For i have abandoned thee

God knows what my heart desires
And i don't know why i suffer
The things that should be done
But never move to do so
You show me such things
To open what i have to see
But i just shot my eyes
For me not to see

>:)