THE CROSSROAD


As I reminisce those times we had together
I just can’t help myself to smile and think
On how you put a smile on my snobby face
And how you made my crazy life so complete

Sometimes I can’t help myself to stare and wonder
Why we should end in both separate roads
That the smiles and laughter we used to have together
Will all end up in tears and sorrow

As I pass along a very certain road
And crossed all those certain strangers
I just can’t help myself to sigh and think
Hoping that one of these days
You will come back home and stay

I know that one of these rainy days
We will both cross a certain road
Were we can both smile at each other
And exchanges our HI’s and HELLO’s

It may never be the same certain road
Where we had our first exchange of thoughts
But I am still hoping to walk with you in that same road
When the rain has stopped pouring and hand in hand we both go home… >:)

A simple HOPE.. a simple WISH.. and a simple PRAYER.. by an innocent little child.. She may never tell the exact words for what she really wants to portray.. But through her simple ACTIONS.. through her innocent SMILES.. through her little GIGGLES.. and through her silent CRIES.. You will FEEL.. you will UNDERSTAND.. and you will BE TOUCH for what she really want you to understand... >:)

A CHILD'S SIMPLE HOPE


From the beginning of my innocent days
You have been there for my every growing years
You have stared at me like a precious painting
That every detail is worth mesmerizing

Your gentle touch envelopes my little hands
Securing my future and even my little heart
That every little cry I make though it irritates you a lot
Still you embrace me into your loving heart

As I little grow all throughout my younger months
You have been there staring and wandering in your silent heart
Every step I take and every little talk I make
Hope it puts a little smile on your troubled wrinkled face

As I pronounced my call upon you
Hope it makes you glad as I stare upon you
The word DADDY that comes out in my innocent words
Hope it puts much bigger gladness in your too dark road

I wish someday God will allow me to see
To be the little girl that you really want me to be
To be that little girl who will love you as I grow
And take good care of you when you grow old

For now my heroic Daddy
Let me be your innocent little one
Who hopes to put a little smile on your troubled face
And the one who kisses you while you are awake

I may can’t pronounced every details of my innocent words
But I hope you had felt the meaning of my little actions
I hope I can pronounce this clearly to you and whisper
That I am proud to be your little Daughter… >:)

life may never be as what we really expect it to be.. people may wander many times in their life that in times of trouble, people whom you thought will be there for you will never be there after all.. they may never see the things you want to have, for the sake of your own family.. maybe they were numb about certain situations, numb of the hurt, and numb in what they see... for they all take it for granted for them to move on.. for them to escape from the bittered past they have experienced.. after all, life is like a movie.. God is the director and we are the characters.. He direct the things we have to do.. must experience.. must feel.. to re mold us from who we are and for what we are going to be..

people change and as they change so is their feelings and perception in life.. and all those bitter memories.. all the hurt.. all the aches.. will re mold them for who they are right now.. we do our life and we are the one who changes our future.. our future depends on our actions.. but there must always have this vision of not giving up and never surrender.. for life always have this challenges.. a challenge for us to realize what we want to have and whom we want to have.. the challenge to realize who we are and what kind of people we are..

this may be the end of what i have foreseen a happy ending in a fairytale story... it may be the end of that fairytale story, but at that very same day, it will be the beginning of a new life.. with my angel and my life..

now it's time... >:)

Don’t give up
In every trails of life
And never give in
Nor be weak inside
Now, think of yourself this time

People may never understand
And may never know you
Never abandoned
God’s words for HE will sustain you
Appreciate yourself
Never be selfish
In whatever you do
Be creative
And you will foresee a
Never ending happiness

Insecurities block it!!
Stop reminiscing, stop crying
In your own movie
People will be what you want them to be

>:)

A FATHER'S LOVE

Fathers seldom say "I love you"
Though the feeling's always there,
But somehow those three little words
Are the hardest ones to share.

And fathers say "I love you"
In ways that words can't match -
With tender bedtime stories -
Or a friendly game of catch!

You can see the words "I love you"
In a father's boyish eyes
When he runs home, all excited,
With a poorly wrapped surprise.

A father says "I love you"
With his strong helping hands -
With a smile when you're in trouble
With the way he understands.
He says "I love you" haltingly,
With awkward tenderness -
(It's hard to help a four-year-old into a party dress!)

He speaks his love unselfishly
By giving all he can
To make some secret dream come true,
Or follow through a plan.

A father's seldom-spoken love
Sounds clearly through the years -
Sometimes in peals of laughter,
Sometimes through happy tears.

Perhaps they have to speak their love
In a fashion all their own.
Because the love that fathers feel
Is too big for words alone!

~ Author Unknown ~

My Child,

You may not know me,
but I know everything about you.
Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up.
Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways.
Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered.
Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image.
Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being.
Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring.
Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived.
Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation.
Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake,
for all your days are written in my book.
Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth
and where you would live.
Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made.
Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb.
Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born.
Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented
by those who don't know me.
John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry,
but am the complete expression of love.
1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you.
1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child
and I am your Father.
1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could.
Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father.
Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand.
James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs.
Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope.
Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love.
Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless
as the sand on the seashore.
Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing.
Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you.
Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession.
Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you
with all my heart and all my soul.
Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things.
Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart,
you will find me.
Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you
the desires of your heart.
Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires.
Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you
than you could possibly imagine.
Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager.
2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you
in all your troubles.
2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted,
I am close to you.
Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb,
I have carried you close to my heart.
Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away
every tear from your eyes.
Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain
you have suffered on this earth.
Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you
even as I love my son, Jesus.
John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed.
John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being.
Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you,
not against you.
Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled.
2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate expression
of my love for you.
1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved
that I might gain your love.
Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus,
you receive me.
1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you
from my love again.
Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party
heaven has ever seen.
Luke 15:7

I have always been Father,
and will always be Father.
Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is…
Will you be my child?
John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you.
Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad
Almighty God

My precious little child
Be not doubt on me
For I have bring thee
The good life can ever be
You know I can do things
That blind eyes could not see
And bring joy to a trouble soul
With a smile on their shaded soul

Cast all your troubles upon me
And I will listen closely to what you will say
Do not fear that I’ll be deaf
On every single details
I will be there as a good friend
And never leave you empty handed
And when you are done crying
I will carry you til the end

You know I am a good carpenter
Who fix and build your shattered home
I am also a miraculous physician
Who heals your broken heart and soul
A ma also that patient Rabbi
Who teaches things you never know
And I am also a focus captian
Who lead your long lost soul

Fear not my little child
For I’ll bring you the strength you need
Just always have that faith on me
And be the soldier that I need
Believe in my wonder works
For I have planned your life ahead
If only you’ll let me be
The light of your too dark road

>:)

Hinanap mo ang buhay mo
Sa piling ng mga taong kinailangan mo
Hinap ang kaligayahan
Sa mga munting bagay na ginawa mo
Pinilit mong intindihin
Ang dahilan ng bawat buhay
Ngunit sa huling paglalakbay
Ikaw parin ay nawalay

Hinanap mo ang iyong sarili
Nagpakalayo layo sa bandang huli
Ikaw ay naligaw at nadapang muli
Naghanap ng muling kakampi
Pakiramdam mo iniwan ka ng lahat
Pinabayaan at di tinanggap
Ngunit sa kabila ng lahat
May naghihintay na ika'y tumawag

Sa dulo ng iyong paglalakbay
May liwanag kang natanaw
Isang aninag sa iyong mga mata
Tila ikaw ay tinatawag
Lumapit ka at kumapit
Sa higpit ng kamay mong kapit
At dinala ka sa lugar ng saya
Ng walang pasubalit

Nakita mo ang buhay
Nagpakasaya ka sa kanya
Naniwala at natuto kang
Magtiwla sa kanya
Tinanggap at hinubog
Ang buhay mo pansamantla
Ngunit ikaw ay lumayo
At pilit iniwan sya

Pinakinggan ka nya
At binigyan ng muling pagasa
Dininig ang iyong hiling
Pinakita ang mga gawa nya
Ngunit bakit ka lumayo
At di na muling nagtiwala
Sa mga bagay na pilit nyang
Pinakikita sa iyong mga mata

Ngayon ika'y nagtatanong
At naghanap muli ng sagot
Sa lahat ng mga bagay bagay
Na pilit mong nililimot
Nadapa ka't tumayo
Ngunit hindi makausod
Sa mga pagtatanong
Na pilit mong sinasagot

Kamay nya'y inilalapit
Bakit di mo pinapansin
Ang hirap sa buhay mo
Ay uti uting bumabalik
Ang lungkot sa'yong mata
Pilit mong di pinupuna
Andiyan lang sya at hihintay ka
Na muli mong tawagin ang pangalan nya

Hanapin mo ang buhay mo
Sa paraan na alam mo
Binigay ang pagkakataon
Na baguhin ang sarili mo
Ginamit ang mga tao
Na kinakailangan mo
Ngunit bakit di mo makita
Ang nais iparating sa'yo


Wag kang mangamba
Sa mga pinangako nya
Dahil sa lahat ng hirap
Saya ang dulot nya
Bumalik ka lang anak
Naghihintay lamang sya sayo
At hayaan mong hubugin ka
Sa paraan na alam nito

>:)

People may never understand
Who you really are
They may never calculate the sadness
In your lonely little heart
Though you try to understand things
And reason them in things
Still you fall on what they called frustration
And left you all hanging

You can abandon past
In the way you know it
You can run away to a person
Who doesn’t even care
You may fall down
While you are still running
But you can never still stop
The tears from flowing

I’m sorry little one
If left you without knowing
Your cry still lingers
In my deaf little ears
Your calls still echoes
On the back of my mind
But my blind little eyes
Never even turn its way on sight

I'm sorry little one
If turned my back on you
You tried to stop
Me but never even heard you
My feet are running
And I really want to grab you
And take you to the place
Where no one can hurt you

I love you little one
Hope you can forgive me
for being the mother
Whom you never expect me to be
I love you still and mom will always will
For no matter where i go
You will always be in me

I'm sorry little one
If i caused your life in trouble
And left you all alone
With no one to cry on
God knows i really love you
And mom wants to keep you
But mom has to go
For things to stop in sorrow

My precious little one
Be steadfast for God won't forsake you
HE will never abandoned you
Just like what i do
He will love you for who you are
And be there when you need HIM
He will always be a good friend
Who will never leave you empty

You are so precious little one
As precious as life can bring thee
You are as one precious gold
That i could safe to keep
You are my one great angel
Who keep me safe from trouble
And your precious rain pours
To wash away the sorrows

I love you baby
that's all i can ever say
Hope you can forgive me
As what the bible states
No matter what happens
I'll guide you throughout the way
Even if gives me a reason
Not to stay

You've been a brave child
i know you know that
For you have fought a battle
Even without a doubt
i really love you so
And mommy will always will
But i have to go for now
For your fear won't inter fear

I'm really sorry little one
If i left you all alone
I still hear your cry
no matter where i go
I really do love you
And God knows
How much i miss you
I wish i could hug you
And kiss you goodnight

I miss you baby
May God will forgive me
On no matter what aches
I caused you and daddy
I know in such time
You will also abandoned me
Just like what i did
And caused you pain you're keeping with

The rain may pour now
And the sun may shine later
But i know i cannot ease the pain
i caused and shatters you
I hurt you so badly
Hope you will forgive me
I know you're ashamed of me
For i have abandoned thee

God knows what my heart desires
And i don't know why i suffer
The things that should be done
But never move to do so
You show me such things
To open what i have to see
But i just shot my eyes
For me not to see

>:)

i used to declaim this piece when i was in high school. Hope it will also touch your lives...






VENGEANCE IS NOT OURS, IT'S GOD'S!!!

Alms...., alms...., alms…. spare me a piece of bread…. spare me your mercy…. I am a child so young, so thin, and so ragged.

Why are you staring at me? With my eyes I cannot see, but I know that you are all staring at me! Why are you whispering to one another? Why? Do you know my mother? Do you know my father? Did you know me five years ago? Yes..., five years of bitterness had passed. I can still remember the vast happiness mother and I shared with father. It was one lovely evening. My father was sitting in his big chair in the sala. My mother was playing on the piano, and I for them. We were very happy indeed.

Suddenly, five loud knocks were heard at the door, and a deep silence ensued. Did the soldiers discover our peaceful home? Mother ran to my father’s side, pleading, “please luis, hide in the cellar, there is the cellar. They cannot find you there”. I pulled my father’s arm, but he did not move. HE embrace mother and me. Took us protectively in his loving arms.

The door went “banggggg”, and before us five ugly beasts came barging in. “Are you Captain Luis Santos?,” roared the ugliest of them all. “Yes,” said my father. “You are under arrest,” said one of the beasts. They pulled father roughly away from us. Father wasn't even given a chance to bid us goodbye. We followed them mile after mile, we were hungry and thirsty. We saw a group of soldiers eating and drinking. Oh, how our mouths watered seeing the delicious fruits they were eating. Then suddenly, we heard a familiar voice calling, At first, it was loud and clear. then fainter.. fainter.. fainter.. “..... Consueloooooo ….. Sisasaa ….. Consuelooooo ….. Sisaaaaa ….. Consueloooooo ….. Sisaaaaa …..!!!."

We ran towards the direction of the voice, but it was too late. We saw father hanging on a tree……… dead………. Oh, it was terrible!!!. He had been dreadfully tortured before he was been killed….., and I cried vengeanceee...!!!, vengeanceee...!!!, vengeanceeee...!!! Everything went black. The next thing I knew I was nursing my poor invalid mother.

One day, we heard the church bell ringing, “dinggggg..., donggggg..., dinggggg..., donggggg!” It was a sign for us to find a shelter in our hiding place, but I could not leave my invalid mother, I tried to show her the way to the hideout. Suddenly, bombs started falling; airplanes were roaring overhead..., canyons were firing from everywhere ..… booommm!!! booommm!!! booommmmmm!!! Mother was hit, her legs were shattered into pieces. I took her gently in my arms and cried, “I’ll have vengeanceee!!!, vengeanceee!!!” “No, Sisa, vengeance is not ours….. it is God’s,” said mother. I was like a pent up volcano. “Vengeance is mine not God’s”. “No, Sisa, vengeance is not ours, it’s God’s”. These were the words from my mother before she died. Mother was dead and I was blind. Vengeance is not ours? To forgive is divine, but vengeance is sweeter!

That was five years ago, five years ….. aaalllmmmsss..., aaalllmmmsss..., aaalllmmmsss..., spare me a piece of bread. Spare me your mercy. I am a child so young, so thin, so poor, and so ragged. Vengeance is not ours..., it is God’s... it’s God’s….. it’s God's….

MY PRECIOUS ONE

Your innocent eyes
Are the windows of my dying hopes
Your sweet smiles
Is the lamp upon my too dark road
Your warmth embrace
Envelopes the coldness of my frozen heart
And your voices are the music
Into my stumble heart

You have been a good fighter
All throughout your younger years
You have been courageous enough
To explore new different things
Your curiosity makes me glad
And also makes me think
Will it be enough
To satisfy your unwanted fears?

I know someday
You’ll grow up as gorgeous lady
Ask questions about life
On what and how it will go to be
Seek for answers
From all of your curiosities
But for now I will let you be
My innocent baby

You are my precious gift
Given by our mighty God
You are a wonderful blessing
For my unsatisfied heart
You are the right answers
To all of my undying questions
And you are my one true angel
Who saved my dying soul

I love you my precious one
And I thank God for you had come
For you had given me
An enlighten lyrics for the hymn of my heart
You made my blind eyes see
The wonders of this crazy world
And you had given me reasons
To live even more

Ray of light be upon us
As we travel the road of life..
Innocence of your smile will make us through
Now and forever until the road ends
Endless love will make it happen..

>:)

MOVING ON

I am moving on
reaching toward my hopes and dreams
It has taken me far too long
to reach this place, it seems

My fears may try to hold me back
To try and block my way
But with courage and faith in my heart
I will get there come what may

The road will be a long one,
And it may be rocky, too
But when I reach this place in time,
My dreams could all shine through

I am coming nearer to my goals
And my excitement grows
The plans I have made will soon be real
Along with the destiny I chose

Though I have been tossed and turned in life's storms
I will surely see a brighter dawn
I'm no longer held back by my fears
I'm finally....Moving On

by Alan Murray

THE CRY OF MY HEART

I wish I could go back to those times I have you
Where I can hold you tight and never slip you through
I wish I could go back to those days I can hug you
So I could tell you how much I really love and missed you

Holding my hands in a grip always makes me think
Wishing and hoping that you’re filling up those spaces just a bit
Wandering from that moment you’ll safe my heart to keep
But then again my wanders always gives me a little shrink

I used to sigh when I reminisce those days
When you’re still there, standing in my way
That you're waiting for me, to come home and stay
But then when I stand by you, you already turned your back and walked away

You used to walk with me, in times I am in trouble
You used to hold my hands, to keep me safe from sorrow
You used to laugh with me; at times I am in pain
But now I’m doing it all alone, with no one to comfort me from pain

We used to have those special connections
Like we always have this deeper compassion
But as you turned your back and walked away from home
You’d found this compassion with someone who had this deeper affection

It really hurts me badly
To see you with someone who can make you safe and stay
But if that will really makes you happy
I’ll keep my tears in the rain
Just to see you smiling in your shinning trail

I know someday the sun will shine above me
And when that happens, I’ll be standing like a tree
And I know that God will allow me to see
The real beauty of my own prairie

I may have dried up because of the summer
Fallen leaves will be seen beneath because of the fall
Frozen roots caused by the winter season
But I’ll still be a firm tree when spring comes along

>:)

A POEM FOR AN ANGEL

There was an angel i once knew
An angel with hopes and dreams i view
An angel with gladness an never feel blue
But now his in the shadow of sadness en in the shade of blue

I know someday i can see you smile
And spread again your wings so high above the sky
And when that happens I'll raise my head above for you
And proud to say that you make i through

Just stand up my precious angel
Just soar high 'til you reach the end
The race is not yet over, this is not yet the end
Just be strong and let your wings spread again

The Lord is reaching out His hands to you
Just hold it tight and never slip it trough
God is good and He will carry you through
From the shadow of your sadness and your shade of blue

I know someday God will make it happen
That all your worries He will put into end
Just trust Him fully and never let Him go
For He will teach you the things you never know

Just be strong
And be courageous
Your battle is not yet over
End is yet too far
Light is always at the end of everything

>:)